Well, I’m still hanging in there, and without my father to keep my feet safely planted on the ground, I’m faced with so many decisions that I don’t think I’m ready to make. I mean, it’s one thing to lose someone that you love deeply, but it’s another thing for someone to act like a complete hypocrite because of it.
This person has put me through more than I’ve ever imagined, and I thought it was my fault all along. I’m just one of those girls that really hate change. If it’s for the good, or relatively workable then I wouldn’t mind. Though, once it’s someone you really care about, it goes from unconditional love, to unconditional hate.
I’m sure, there is someone in your life that you wish didn’t go through that major change, that person that might’ve meant the world to you. I’ve been in this situation so many times, but I always seem to find myself in it again. I guess, it’s just part of being a teenager.
Sometimes, I look back and wonder, where did everything begin to change?
Anyways, off that subject, I’m also here for a quick update. I am currently re-writing chapter three for BOTB (Biography of the Bitten [Vampire Diaries Fan-Fiction]) because I had lost it. (Literally working on it this very minute). I have a lot planned for this book, and I hope it’ll be somewhat enjoyable as the show. Every writer smiles upon the joy of their work being loved.
It’s just one of those times that again, writing is always there for you.