Well, I just woke up from a rather weird dream, actually. I need to stop watching Horror themed things before I fall asleep. Anyway, today I woke up feeling like I didn’t know what I was going to do with the rest of my life. Yes, I’m on Winter Break, but I really don’t have anything to do. (I’m lazy)
I am dealing with a load right now, and it’s completely understandable for a teenager, maybe because all of my problems begin and end with school. I was so glad to get away from the place, but now I wish I could step through the front gate and sit in a class where I didn’t have to think about anything else but the subject at hand.
When you’re not in school, you definitely miss it. I have two more years and then I’m off to College! When did time begin to speed up so fast that I completely lost track of it? That’s definitely something to think about.
Apart from that, I’m in the process of writing my three last chapters of my NaNoWriMo Novel “Fantasnesse” and yes, I know I’ve taken forever to close it, but the ending had to be good! I was working on it, like two seconds ago before I decided to jump onto WordPress. 😀
I’m just going to keep my head in writing for now, and hope that my heart will mend with time, the only thing I really can do right now is wait. So, that’s exactly what I plan to do.
-Anisa Nasir ♥