Dear Diary: Find Yourself. ♥
Today, I’ve been judged. Today, things have changed. I sometimes wonder if people honestly do any caring at all, or if it’s all just something I’ve made up in my mind. I never understood the people I’m surrounded by, and I’ve tried to for so long. But, it’s when you think you know someone, and they change, then you think
“Who are you?”
The truth is that we all change. No matter if we hate change or not, it happens to all of us. Sometimes, people make decisions they don’t quite understand, but it feels right anyhow. I pulled myself together this week, I’m trying to find myself, for myself and no one else. People will always have something to say about the choices you make, and you can’t please everyone. So make the decision, the one that your heart is leaning towards. You know yourself, no matter what people tell you, you’re the one that’s feeling what you’re feeling, not them.
Of course, there’s a difference between advice, and judgement. If someone’s advising you on something, listen to what they have to say, because it may just change your outlook on things for the better. Keep your ears open, as well as your eyes. Nothing lasts forever, and for someone that has suffered so much loss, I know that I can no longer take things for granted. I’m thankful for everything in my life good or bad, because I know it could be a lot worse.
I’ve been trying to get back to the girl I used to be, when all I really need to do is mold a new person, a better person and learn from my mistakes. Everyone misses the past, but it’s just that, the past.
So guys, I want you to go out, and make some memories. Do what you love, be who you want to be, because at the end of the day, it’s your dreams that matter. It feels good to be free, it feels good to live the life we all deserve. Happiness is a virtue we all should have, and that’s what I want for all of you out of there.
Thanks for reading guys! ♥
– Anisa Nasir ♥