Dear Diary: Now, I Could Get Used To This ♥
When you spend a long period of time, wishing you could be someone other than yourself, you come to realize that no matter how hard you try to lose who you are, it’ll always be there. These past couple of days, I’ve gotten back into the things I love to do, as well as working hard, studying hard, and not letting my feelings of negativity get in the way of who I am or what I can be.
When we look for inspiration, where must we go?
I’ve come to the understanding that inspiration can come from any and everywhere, once we look hard enough. There’s so much in the little things that we do each day, that’ll spark something amazing in us. If I have a good dream, I’d usually start coming up with ideas, that usually have nothing to do with the dream. But, the point is, you don’t have to look too far for what you honestly want.
As for me, I’m writing again, I’m waking up early, energized and ready to take on the world. It’s honestly been so long since I’ve felt this good, and I know now what it is I need to avoid, and how I can contain my happiness. Addicted to tea, video games, books, and other teenage things, I don’t have to stay in bed all day and pretend like my problems don’t exist.
Everyone has problems, and I honestly commend bloggers for sharing their experiences with the world. Tomorrow’s another day. Don’t over-think things. Take it one day at a time, enjoy what you have now, because there’s truth in the saying:
“Nothing lasts forever.”
Thanks for reading! ♥
– Anisa Nasir ♥