Dear Diary: What To Take From The Past ♥
I know it has been a while since I’ve come on here to talk about the things that are going on in my life. The truth is, the past couple of weeks passed by without a worry, or without anything exciting happening in them either. Have you ever found yourself in the position where, even though you feel like you’ve moved on from your past, it is still somehow hanging over your head? I sit around asking myself, what it is that separates me from the rest of teenagers out there? Why am I not entwined in this new world, this new way of behaving? Yes, I have not found true love, yes, I feel there is more to life than worrying about what kind of shoes I’m wearing, but what I don’t understand, is why?
We all find comfort in things we aren’t aware of, who we are, what we stand for. It just takes the right moment, to bring it out. There’s so much that could be achieved once we let go. I know that is easier said than done. I found myself right back to square one yesterday, where my heart is concerned. I thought that I had given up on giving in, but yesterday I was so close to throwing it all away for one moment. “That isn’t me,” I said. Because, I may not have been alive for quite that long, but I have learnt a lot from experiences, be it my own, or someone else’s.
Remembering who we really are, is the key to moving forward in life. Being able to say no when it is necessary, being able to say yes when it is necessary, it all depends on our outlook on life. Don’t live your life in the past, because you’ll see how much time is wasted, time you could be using to live your life, the way you’ve always dreamed.
Thanks for reading! ♥
Anisa Nasir ♥