Dear Diary: Welcome Summer! ♥

Dear Diary,

I welcome Summer with a smile, in hope that I will do better in the following school years. If there’s one thing I am afraid of, it is CHANGE. I hate watching things change, and knowing that everything is going to be different next year terrifies me. 

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There is only so much we can handle, and I must say that it is pretty unfair for some of us. Some of us have big hearts, some of us love deeply, but what do we get in return? HURT. I’ve kept my head up high for as long as I could remember, always picking myself back up off the ground when I fell, but when will this battle end? Is it a common turn of life? Or is there some actual possibility of lasting happiness for us?

I know that I am thankful for the life I have, and that’s why I strive to make the best of it, because I know there are people that have it worse than me. I know that I have a roof over my head, food to eat, and much to be thankful for. But, that doesn’t change that we feel cheated sometimes, of the things we hold dear to us.  I know I have.

This Summer:

This Summer I will make the best of everything I have, I will remember who I truly am at all times. I will focus on achieving what I deserve, and working hard for what I truly want. I will not let myself succumb to the sadness that has overcome me this past year. If there is a chance for the pain to end, I might as well make most of the opportunity. I am HEARTBROKEN. I do feel like I have lost the most important thing in my life, but I know that I am also STRONG. 

Everybody’s been through a lot, everybody has stuff that they have to deal with one way or another. Make the best of your life guys, find your eternal happiness.

 

Thanks for reading! ♥

Much love,

Anisa Nasir ♥

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