Dear Diary: “I was Missing In Action,” Said, The Writer.
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
― Maya Angelou
It seems like forever since I’ve last written on my blog, and as a matter of fact, it has been. When I tell you that trying to balance life is easier said than done, I mean it with all my heart. I have found, lost, and found again. Trust me when I say that it never gets easier. I have so many aspirations, but which do I put first? My life is exactly where I want it right now, but where do I go from there? Those are the questions that keep swimming around inside my mind. Will I ever be able to be exactly where I’ve dreamed to be? Only one way to find out. Try.
I’ve said so many times that I wanted to blog more, but that is also much easier said than done when I’ve realized that I’m graduating in the following year, and I’ll be beginning my life as a near-adult. Me? In my mind, I’m still the twelve year old girl that had one too many dreams. I never thought time would go by so quickly, but it always does when you don’t expect it to. It is coming towards the end of the month, and I’m now beginning to put effort into my NaNoWriMo Novel as I finally have time. Hopefully, I will make it before the end of the month, but if I don’t then there is always a good story in the making that I will continue. Sometimes we lose interest, sometimes we lose inspiration, but its when we find it again that we realize it is what we live to do.
I wasn’t put on this earth to study law, or become a genius. I was put on this earth to do what I love, to tell a story no one has heard before. To open a new door, to a new place that no one has yet discovered. So, wish me luck as I try to do just that, once again. Here’s to never giving up hope.