Dear Diary: Wanderlust ♥︎
I haven’t exactly been blogging for a while, but that doesn’t mean that I haven’t had a lot going on. Well, for starters, Summer is on its way, and if I am going to be perfectly honest, I’m dreading it. Why? I am thankful for the break, and I feel as though I need it. But, I’ve been through so much this year, and I’m not sure I’m ready to let go of that feeling. I do however, look forward to the unlimited writing time. That will be quite a treat, because I am doing Camp NaNoWriMo this year. I look forward to once again sharing my work with the world, and with a new poetry collection in the works as well, I have a lot to look forward to.
However, there is that constant worry in the back of my mind. What will next year be like? How much will things change? Have I done everything I possibly could to better said situations? I need to be open to these changes, as well as to break away from certain emotions that are starting to feel like an addiction. I just know I need time away from home. I need to embrace my wanderlust, and take a vacation. With Summer just around the corner, I know that I will be able to work through my issues, and strengthen. Though, that comes with a lot of effort. I also, will spend a lot of time lounging around keeping up with my beloved Football Matches with World Cup 2014 on the rise.
I know I just need to let things be, and I know that I shouldn’t worry about things that I cannot change. But, that is easier said than done. Sometimes, we hang on to things because we have nothing else to hang on to, and that’s not necessarily because we feel like we need them in our lives. Hang on to the right things, and I’m sure things will start to look up. So, with all of that being said, I await Summer with open arms, an open heart, and an open mind. We all deserve to be happy, and stay happy. But, we don’t need to work as hard as we think do. If things are meant to be, they will be. Stay lovely, darlings, and never settle.